i dont get it any more, it sucks yet it doesn't maybe this is what is neccessary in this life of mine.  Why is it that in my mind the idea that i had something to do is their?  Why is it that.....so much anger that lingers within each corridor.  So dark that the warmth you had in your body in your heart is gone and the only thing that you can feel is a cold blanket of that overwhelms your body.  Your hands can only register the cold lingering feeling of loneliness. 

Ignorance is at times a bliss, heartache makes the heart strong, tears makes the mind clean, and agony makes the body fall into a tunnel of deep regret. 

Some may understand while others may have no clue yet all I can say is do not worry, this is a means of relaxing the mind, the mind that seems to hide what is neccessary not to show others yet the facade shows nothing but a solid state of unneccessary nuisance.   What anger hides within me?  I smile at this statement for so long that this simple statement has been questioned I'll answer this later it seems the issue has been put on hold

Yari Yari . . . . . .

it has been awhile since i did an entry in xanga.  So what has been occuring in chicago, well other then the weird weather that we have here ( from 50degree weather, insane rainy days, WINDY WINDY days, to snow falling days) gotta love the weather here.....>o<  What else what else........ hmmm i guess 2 more quarters until graduation, a little worried and apprehensive, but at the same time i'm okay now thinking about it ( i was worried and afraid, not so much anymore).  In all honesty the fear and worry is still their, even the thoughts of whether this career is still their, but i'm not going to back out.  What i can only do is move forward, i'll try my best to avoid procrastination, even though at times it happens and literally takes your time from your work.  All you can do is try your best.

okay so today i woke up around 7:50 to go to class early well guess what left the apartment around 8:30ish <,< well started working did a prerender for my motions class and thats about it, i got to work on flash though >..<.  Oh and guess what i saw a prego chick in workout cloths super walking in downtown chicago, so i guess we were wrong about not being able to, although i think ur not suppose to................Well finals are next week WHOOH!!! YEAH!!!...............sorta happy and sorta not, happy the quarter is going to end but then you are scrambeling to get your finals done.............damn..............well this whole week and weekend is work work work, and if i stray from it NE!!! LORI!!!!! SMACK ME TT^TT.  Well guys this is it for right now until later

From Chicity

Tai